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n my last blog I was so upbeat about what was happening around here while my husband is away. But today I am not in that same space of optimism . I am over this period of training . Really over it . I thought to myself that he has experienced everything he has ever desired to experience since we have been married. He’s changed jobs twice to help our family and with each move and each process I have been patient and encouraging. And now with a positive mind I am ready for all this training to be over and we have another 5 weeks or so after this …insert violins and honey buns and chocolate syrup. Yup I’m emotional . ;( And maybe I deserve a vacation on some beach with a lot of money.
On a positive note …schools out for Summer. I’m preparing the kids for a new schedule. Pray for me that I get this new schedule down pact before Dad comes homes. Anthony leaves the day before Portland’s 4th birthday and we will celebrate the week before. He will miss our annual 4th of July cook out …no shrimp for him .
We experienced a tearful graduation ceremony for PK . I know it won’t be the same when he returns but it was an experience that was worth all the tuition that was paid out this year. My godson graduated from high school , I feel like he grew up but we didn’t . Two very exciting moments that we were able to share this past week. I get tearful typing this because I know that next year will be the year that my son graduates from high school. Life is moving so fast and we have to prepare for the change that life brings us daily.
And now for me …I joined a few facebook pages dedicated to military spouses, (I really get tickled reading how much men miss their wives, and need them home). Who knew they existed its like a different world. They are devoted and on top of everything that is going on week by week . I am used to meeting new people but I got to tell you I feel out of my element. Like I’m not a part of the group and all the information they give makes me have anxiety. I get so nervous about the things that I should have already done but have not done yet. So I’ve had to shut down and watch movies .Which brings me to the Shack…why do people like weird movies ? I had to turn that off because my mind was not prepared for the people oh well I will restart it during the day when I’m prepared . Did yall know Minnie from The Help plays in a lot of movies? Kinda like Oprah who plays Sophia in all of her movies. I love Sophia though.
Continue to pray for me and pray for my friend as she edits all my posts. LOL
loving life always
Tesha
